Archive for February, 2008

  • Stories you don’t get to tell from the suburbs

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    Last night my roommate Christy and I woke up because rats had waged war on us.  They had chewed through the string holding up our mosquito net in two places, causing half of it to fall on us while we were sleeping.  We then attempted to scare it out of the house, only to have it peek out from the wall, run across the wall and outside, and then run back in, over and over, as if saying “I’m not afraid of you.”

    Also, the glue trap we had placed out was not only unsuccessful in trapping any of our unwanted house guests, but was covered with plastic bags, which rats must have dropped on it from our collection of them hanging on the wall a little ways away.  And my washcloth had been pulled off its hook and dragged to the corner of the bathroom.

    Needless to say, it was difficult to go back to sleep with the sounds of squeaking from inside our wall and the fear of a toe getting eaten off during the night.  I would be thoroughly annoyed if it wasn’t so hilarious– I think our laughter and attempts to scare away the rat probably woke up most of our neighbors.

    I wonder who is really trying to evict who from our house, and which side will be successful.  :)

  • Being poor in a wealthy city

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    A few days ago I went to a nearby mall and saw, I am not kidding you, a woman feeding her dog an ice cream cone.  It was sitting in her lap on a mall bench, was immaculately groomed and I’m  pretty sure it was wearing clothes.  And lapping at a McDonald’s ice cream come.

    In my slum, the dogs are malnourished and nasty.  Even their owners (if they have one) won’t touch them.  They are skin and bones, often missing an eye, limb, or part of their tail.  And they are constantly trying to scratch their skin off (and sometimes succeeding) because of their mange and fleas.

    Yet in nearby neighborhoods women are dressing and feeding their animals better than the children around me are dressed and fed.

    Also, within a 5-minute walk from my slum a new Walmart-like store is being built.  In the complex will be a Starbucks.  I will now live closer to a Starbucks than I ever did in the States.  I could leave my mosquito-infested shack over a garbage-slash-sewage swamp, walk a few blocks and be inside the air-conditioned, coffee-scented, sterilized comfort of Starbucks.

    This is the world of contrasts my neighbors live in.  Their slums are neatly hidden away from the middle and upper class eyes, but the wealth of their fellow city-dwellers is right in front of their faces.  They leave their slum and wait for their bus to arrive, amidst shiny new luxury cars and motorcycles.  They might spend 75 cents for a street-stall meal while across the street others are paying $10 for practically the same food.

    And now there will be a coffee shop they’ll pass by, selling a drink for an amount that could feed their whole family. 

    I, too, feel this contrast.  I sometimes think it would be easier to be a missionary to the poor somewhere in the middle of nowhere, where just about everyone is poor and there is not the temptation of upper class comfort in my backyard.  Not that these things are evil (I’m sure I’ll visit the Starbucks once in a while), but they do make it more of a challenge to choose the world of my slum-dwelling friends over the one I left behind.  Like Jesus refusing those who would make him an earthly king, I have to refuse some of these things for the sake of identifying with those I am called to, those who Jesus says are blessed, those who receive the Kingdom in ways that I need to learn from.

    And I want to partner with Jesus in sharing good news to the poor, news that makes the most impoverished believer richer than the wealthiest in this city.  And I believe that as God’s kingdom comes he will heal this gap between the rich and poor, a product of the fall.  This is what I want to spend my life on, and it feels well worth the things I leave behind.

  • Freedom from the fear of death

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    Once in a while I notice themes in my life, like reading a good novel that has an emerging message through its story line.  It’s kind of cool when God does that.

    Lately he has been reminding me of how good it is to be safe in Christ.  And how many people, especially in Thailand, really do live in fear: of death, of bad luck, of the ghosts of their deceased loved ones.  This is one way the Gospel is truly good news to the Thais.  God is offering them an escape from fear, a promise of everlasting safety.

    A couple scenes that have illustrated this lately:

    One afternoon I came home and saw three of my young neighbors, 7 or 8 years old, splashing water on the outside of my house with long leaves.  They appeared to be imitating the way monks will often bless a house with “holy water” as part of a house-warming ceremony.  The kids were chanting “No ghosts in this house, no ghosts in this house.”  I asked them what they were doing, and one of the little girls said she was protecting me from ghosts.  She turned to me and whispered “I know the family who lived here and the father died in this house.”  I told her she doesn’t need to be afraid– Jesus protects us.  I was struck by just how real ghosts are to these kids.  And to the adults in the community, too, as I’ve seen repeatedly.

    A few weeks later I was invited to a Thai funeral by neighbors.  People are somber but not emotional at these events, and they pay their respects to the deceased quietly, through lighting incense and bowing down before the coffin (as well as often paying their respects to the Buddha images and other idols in the room).  Then the monks chant for a good 30 minutes, in order to help the soul of the deceased leave the body and to make its way to a “heaven” while it awaits reincarnation.

    The monk chanting is always a creepy experience for me.  Other Thais I have talked to have also said they feel funerals are scary.  I usually just sit quietly, without kneeling before the idols or taking the mediative posture while the monks chant.  I take the time to pray and just observe.

    This time I was sitting close enough to the monks to read the fans that they hold in front of their faces while they chant.  Each one has a different phrase on it.  They read “Bpai mai glap, lap mai dteun, feun mai mii, nii mai pon” or “Go without returning, Sleep without waking, Let their be no rising from the dead, Escape without being caught” (roughly).  Not only are the relatives and friends making merit so the deceased can have a better next life, but also so the ghost of their loved one doesn’t stay around and haunt them.

    There was one day when I asked some of the youth in our church how their lives have changed after becoming believers.  The first thing they told me was that they feel so much freedom and joy knowing their eternal destiny is secure, and they do not need to be afraid that they have not made enough merit before they die.  This is what I love about the Gospel right now.

    “Since the children have flesh and blood, he too shared in their humanity so that by his death he might destroy him who holds the power of death– that is, the devil– and free those who all their lives were held in slavery by their fear of death.” (Hebrews 2:14-15)

    Would many more Thais be set free from this slavery!